June 10

I slept in pretty late and then had a skype date with my boyfriend, which was probably one of the worst skype calls I've ever had. Just awkwardness, felt like neither of us were that into it. Jillian went to campus to buy some books and I was supposed to meet her afterwards for ice skating, but she said that her friend's party was starting early, so she came home instead. By that time I was fighting with my boyfriend about things. Guess the honeymoon stage is over! UGH. Things have just seemed off ever since he left a few weeks ago and I'm not sure what it is, but it's like we've talked less and haven't even been that excited when we do talk. Maybe we are just taking each other for granted. I know he was busy for a week and so was I, but since I've finished my assignments, I've been pretty bored lately. And stressed about housing... Who knows, maybe we just need to focus more on appreciating each other. Jillian was having guy issues as well, so we had a few drinks at home, made a quick dinner, then headed out to her friend's party.

It was a back-yard party and I wore heels, so I was trying to hold them out of the grass for most of the night. It was good to meet some of her school friends, many of them were American or Canadian. So, I was able to talk with them easily... Jillian's ex-boyfriend showed up, which was pretty awkward for a while. Then, we walked to the West End, to a bar. We had a drink there, but Jillian and I were pretty tired, so we decided to head out. Got some pizza and fries to eat on the way home and then talked about the night for a while, and about Jillian's ex. Poor girl. I know it was hard on her to see him one last time. And it made her realize some things, but I'm really proud that she did realize them because now it feels like she can start to get over it, in a healthy way. Then I talked to my boyfriend and went to sleep.